i have nothing here but lonliness

OMG!

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 17:10:43 GMT

Oh My Gosh i can not remember the last time i've been on herre....crazy! So How is everyone i Miss you all and i love you all this goes out to all my friends on herre!!!! YES YOU!....lol hhhhhmmmm im good you kno you all probably kno that... I have having so much fun being away from home and outta my parents house yes! School is norm you kno same ol same ol...Next year i get to move into a TOWNHOUSE its gonna be kick ass!!!! I have a boyfriend...Byron so freakin cute!!! No hes not moving in with me i couldnt handle him...boi is crazy..lol JK YES hes black there is a shit load of em out herre and im loving it!!! Thank you!!! LOL I hope everyone had a safe and happy Thanksgiving!!!!!! Ill see you around Xmas time like Dec 16th through Jan 2 is when ill be theree...so holla at me so we can PARTIIIII!!!!!! YES! Ya heard me!

NEWEST CDS

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 07:03:42 GMT

So my friend from work just gave me the new finch cd! its soo good, you should check it out! the peeps at my work are freaking cool as h i love it! and i bought missy elliots new cd thats also hot! not as good as i thought but you know she still my girl i gotta support her!

woke up this morning without a face!

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 20:22:08 GMT

Im so excited for the summer! cause its almost over! im leaving for school the last week of august and ima miss ya all! if someone is going on vacaction and wants a tag along im so down ccause i have no vac. planned and i really wanna go i have money so just let me know! holla and thanks justin for membering but you can give the money if you have it an see me if not its koo! holla i love you all!

Sun, 12 Jun 2005 20:17:00 GMT

so last night i saw hollis and amber at oscars kickback! it was totally cool, i missed everyone! i was so fucked and now my head hurts like a bitch, but whatever. hey what happened to tatoe?

Wed, 01 Jun 2005 21:03:25 GMT

this summer is gonna suck ass i work shity hours and its so boring i wanna quit already.... i work wednesday through sunday from 5 to 10 p.m...
ok yeah so now leticia is like a really good friend we'll be hanging out a lot this summer at mikes swimming or doing whatever since we both work nights. And that ho cake got her phone before me.. im sad but whatever... ill get mine on friday cause my moms a bitch...
ok so it was so wierd on monday, my ex from before shawn, kyle came over to my house with his family and it was fun as hell, at first i was like what no way but it wasnt bad after all, he got my number to holla at me,he's cute i cant wait to chill with him again!He gave me his cd with my song on it (pretty ricky - grind with me)he's so sweet. he was totally flirting with me! and ya'll know how i am so i dont even have to saay anything! ha ha well, i miss you guys!! ill holla

Mon, 30 May 2005 18:39:23 GMT

Yeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssss we are so done im excited.... so graduation was fucking awesome...i got pushed in a pool and my phone went with me so my phone is straight fucked up.... then i went swimming in my bra like a ho i never did that before that was weird... and i was stressed out cause i didnt member justins number by heart and i forgot what hotel room they were in and it was late so i was like shit im not going to be able to chill with them...so i had my boyfriend come with me to help me find the room and we did then i caught keisha making out with someone..totally weird.. and she even said my boyfriend was HOT!!! then he went home.. and keisha found our old friend francisco from middle school he is the hottest guy ever!! then we drank a lil bit and passed out even though hollis was wondering around and no one knew where he was... oh and justin still waiting for my money back!! tah ima miss you guys!

Hey

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 20:07:23 GMT

What's up everyone??? I havent been on here in a minute cause cox internet sucks balls...it's always messed up and say it cant find its server..so bump that. I havent been parting like no other with my girl julie she cool...she tha new white girl at skool that acts black. but anyway ill holla

My name!

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 01:22:32 GMT

KAVINA
K	is for	Kind
A	is for	Animated
V	is for	Vibrant
I	is for	Inspirational
N	is for	Nutty
A	is for	Amazing

What Does Your Name Mean?

Sring Break

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 06:37:40 GMT

Tah so everyone is inviting me to hella parties and i am so fucking lazy that i cant even get my azz up to go!!! i went to joshs with court and them them tah hollis tore it up!!!! give it to me baby!! keisha is a fucking joke, "it's not a jump off." hahhaha lol i love that girl.. it was koo i wish i could of stayed longer, but my ride was leaving.. Sam's tonight anyone going i heard it was poppin! get at me when you hear something..holla atcha ya girl its kiki

P.S Im so excited!!!

MY Girl

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 07:20:31 GMT

My homie is tha freakin bomb tell me why we are just alike almost she is a bit wierder then i am but dang we are both going to get our nicknames tatoo on our lower backs in cursive then our belly pierced then ima get my nose and she gon get her tongue...were going to be to hot!!!
After the step show we went out and got hella numbers then we saw tyrese from middle school and he was like we should get together sometime....an we broke people off it was so fun...man i have to go out again cause i need ta get me some....ha..hey justin i want you!
holla atcha girl its kiki.....and my girl in crime is cece

Life

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 03:45:04 GMT

So today life took a random turn and freaking blow away. I was tricked into thinking that i was the cause of crazy ass chaos but it turns out it was a lie and i have no idea what im suppose to do. Like i feel lost and traped does anyone every feel like they dont belong or your not needed or important enough to matter? Thats what i feel like right now an di know they did it on purpose thats the sad thing. But i guess if i died tomorrow they wouldnt care anyway. so maybe i shouldnt care and just crash and burn. I want something or someone to just take me away. If that person is reading this. I hope you feel better knowing that im hurt and in a bad spot even though i was only trying to care for you. thanks.
P.S. kill me now.

BE THERE!

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 21:19:10 GMT

So hells yeah the step show is this friday tickets in advence are seven bucks at the door there ten, a lot of schools are going to be there even two from phoenix. Its at the u of a. Then the after parties are going be on and crackin. If you want to buy a ticket early ask me and ill sell you one! koo well everyone has to go doors open at 6 show starts at 7.

YAY!

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 01:42:19 GMT

So things are easier for me. Thank God! So i guess everyone feels like everything is my fault or thats what they heard and assumed, but its all good do what you want. Im excited cause there is this really hot guy that im talkin to.... tah i cant wait to show him off as soon as im ready to tell everyone who he is. I gotta new phone so if you been trying to get a hold of me sorry. call mi casa and ill give you the number. Oh my goodness i found this quote in a mag and i want to share it its so hot.....

" In this world,
you must be a
bit TOO KIND in
order to be kind enough "
I thought it was hot there was another one but my crazy ass cousin took my mag. so ill hate to tell ya later! holla atcha girl its kiki

Tah

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 17:07:58 GMT

OK so ..... can anyone tell me if i am a controlling person, liar, or heartless person?

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 02:28:57 GMT

TAH SO TODAY IS A JOKE. FIRST I HATE VALENTINES DAY BECAUSE IT NEVER GOES GOOD FOR ME, I GOT UP LATE THIS MORNING, I GOT TO SCHOOL LATE EVEN I THOUGH I WS SUPPOSE TO BE THERE EARLY TO HELP WITH THE BALLOONS FOR DECA THEN I GET CANDY AND NASTY CRAP FROM FRIENDS AND ASSOCIATES, TADEO TEXTS ME LIKE HAPPY VALENTINES DAY, THEN I TXT SOME PEOPLE LIKE HAPPY V DAY AND HAPPY POO POO DAY CAUSE I GOT IT FROM COURTNEY. THEN I SEE NASTY ASS MIKE AND GARY, THEN AT LUNCH I SEE SHAWN LEAVE WITH DAVANA WHEN HE KNOWS HE HAS A 6TH PERIOD THAT HES ALREADY FAILING THEN THIS GUY THAT I MET AT THIS PARTY ON SATURDAY FORGETS MY NAME AND ASKS TAMARCUS. OH AND AT THE PARTY I SAW ERIC COLEMAN AND WE KISSED AND I FELT UP ON HIM AND WE DANCED BUT I WASNT DRUNK I WAS CONTACT HI AND HE WAS DRUNK I THINK. BACK TO THE STORY, I WENT TO A MEETING WITH THE NAVY AND TOOK A TEST THAT I DID BADLY ON THEN I WEIGHED MYSELF AND IT WAS LIKE 155 AND I THINK THATS WRONG, THEN I SWEAT THROUGH A HARD DANCE PRACTICE ONLY TO COME HOME AND PUT MY VALENTINES THINGS IN MY MOMS ROOM THAT I GOT FOR HER CAUSE SHE WAS OUT WALKING. THEN SHE COMES HOME AND HER CAR WINDOW WAS FUCKING BUSTED INTO AND HER PURSE WAS STOLING SO NOW WE HAVE TO GO THROUGH ALL THIS SHIT WITH HER CREDIT CARDS GETTING HER CAR FIXED. ITS A BUNCH OF BULL SHIT. THATS WHY I HATE THIS DAY WITH A PASSION, FUCKING RUDE ASS MOTHER FUCKERS. DAMN THIS DAY TO HELL.

HHUUUUHH

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 01:15:53 GMT

I really have no idea how im feeling im all confused and sad at the same time. The other i walked for so long trying to think of a way to explain what im going through or to get it out of my mind and not think about it at all. But its still stuck with me and it hurts so bad.I wanna thank KYLIE for getting me a buro when i was hungry as hell. I recenctly found out some stuff and THANK you to that special person who told me because if not i would be in hell right now which is the hospital cuz i would have done something really stupid. I still wonder all the time but now i need to get over it because i will NEVER see things the same again. And i pray to GOD that no one has to feel what i am feeling right now. And a little bit of advice dont ever be sscared to let someone you care about know, and dont be scared to show them you care. That was the biggest mistake i made and i regret it but i dont. Ill grow from this but in time and if i am rude to you i am sorry because im not angry with you at all i just have a lot on my mind. So yeah thats all i guess. Holla atcha boi its justin!

Insane

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 22:09:06 GMT

Yeah i feel really bad. my fucking life suck si am so sad. i dont know what to do with myself. i have shit to do. im confused. i dont want to leave tucson bu ti have to i have to get away. no one herre understands me no one knows what im going through. Everyone i talk to doesnt like me or is annoyed with me and its koo cuz i dont need any of you, i dont even know who you are everyones changed. i dont even care i can find a friend that will actually be there for me and care about me. so fuck everyone, fuck this world i cant wait till God takes me off this piece of shit land. Y DOESNT NEONE UNDERSTAND. WATEVER.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 02:02:44 GMT

ok so yeah whats up guys!!! i just thought i would let the world know that im having some with drawals. i need a dick so if neone wants to supply one or get me a dill then i appreciate it!!! hahahha lol holla atcha boi its justin!!!

im just a little hyper right now! ha

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 16:45:20 GMT

I AM ON DRUGS I SHOOT UP YESTERDAY!!! THATS MY NEW THING SO IF IM ACTING WIERD DONT DRAW ACTION TO IT. MKKKKKKK THANKS A MILL! HOLLA ATCHA BOI ITS JUSTIN!

SHOT OUT

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 16:33:17 GMT

THIS GOES OUT TO MY GURL TADEO.....HER 18 BIRTHDAY IS 2MARO!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GURL AND I HOPE YOU HAVE FUN!!! MAYBE ILL SEE YOU!!!! STRIP FOR ME MA!!!!HOLLA ATCHA BOI ITS JUSTIN!

DAM

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 16:39:14 GMT

MAN I AM SO SAID NONE OF MY FRIENDS SAY HI TO ME NE MORE. AND IM NOT GONNA BE THE ONE ALWAYS SAYING HI TO THEM. SO YEAH I HAD THIS WHOLE ENTRY STARTED BUT MY DUMB ASS DELETED IT. AINT THAT A BITCH. SO YEAH ME AND SHAWN ARE BROKEN UP. IM KINDA SAD BUT I DONT KNOW MAYBE ITS FOR THE BEST. PLUS I HEARD SOME OF MY SUPPOSITE FRIENDS WERE TALKING TO HIM TRYING TO GET HIM TO FUCK THEM BEHIND MY BACK FUCKING BACK STABBING BITCHES. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. THEN I HAVE PEOPLE TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME JUST CUZ I SAID I WAS GONNA DO SOMETHING. I AINT GONNA DO TRACK. IM TO LAZY. I HATE BITCHES AT THIS SCHOOL THATS WHY I CANT WAIT TO GET THE FUCK AWAY!!!! OH ON A GOOD NOTE I PERFORM AT REID PARK FOR MARTIN LUTHER KING JR. ITS GONNA BE HOTT!!! I CUT OFF ALL MY NAILS THAT I ACTUALLY GREW OUT MYSELF. DUMBASS. OH IM GOIN TO FLORDIA WITH MONICA AND KYLIE, KYLIE IS SLEEPING ON CHAIRS IN THE COMPUTER LAB AND I WAS PETTING HER WHILE SHE WAS SLEEP, NEWAYS ITS GONNA BE FUN CUZ IF YOU KNOW THEM CRAZY BITCHES Y OU KNOW TIS GONNA BE FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY HAVENT WRITTEN IN HERRE IN A LONG TIME HOW FUN, AND KYLIE STINKS SHE DOESNT TAKE SHOWERS!!!, THIS BEAT IS AUTOMATIC SUPERSONIC HYPNOTIC FUNKY FRESH WORK MY BODY SO MELODIC THIS BEAT FLOWS RIGHT THROUGH MY CHEST!!!!!!!!!! THATS A NIGGA SONG YA KNOW. JUSTIN I LOVE YOU BOO!!! NEWAYS ILL HOLLA! HOLLA ATUCHA BOI ITS JUSTIN!!!!!

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 16:05:22 GMT

kavina is dumb.. she just deleted an entire entry! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 02:29:02 GMT

Wow, so yeah i have been busy....whats new with me... well lets see, i got good grades, and i got a MAN, you know.. this weekend was hell though cuz i was having a hard time trusting him, and i wanted to break up with him but i care about him to much to do that.. so i didnt were together still and i missed him more then ever. OH AND A NIGGA LOST THAT V CARD, you know ima be letting lose so watvh out for me...freek a leek is bout to have a new meaning..ya feel me. DAVANA,IS MY DOGG, THATS MY NIGGA RIGHT THERE, I LOVE YOU BOO!
On another note, why the FUCK does everone in my family have a plan to fuck up my day when i feeling happy, they have to say some stupid shyt to make me feel as lame as they do.. thats some bullshit..i cant wait to get out of this bitch, ya know.

cant wait

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 04:13:54 GMT

ok so in october for davanas birthday we are going to go back to cali with her fam to go to the tbs concert and to see her brother todd sister jessica...and all there friends..we might get to get a van and make it a road trip!!! oh and hopefully, tateo, jodi, and me will all get to go.

GROSS

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 04:10:52 GMT

Today was so gross...my mom wants me to give my puppy away and my friend came over with his sister to get him but tell me why they were like there is some white stuff hanging out of his butt...so we hit it and it was like a worm it was moving on the ground and my friend kills it..then mre keeps coming out were like what the fuck is that shit...so we call a clinc and there like your dogg might be sick..he could have ringworms..or magets in him..anything...so im taking him in tomorrow cuz thats fucking discustingim so scared to find out what it is...im itching as i write about this shit.